Trying to maintain some scrap of integrity
It has been a while since my last adrenaline rush, bah! I missed the old days so much, the fellowship, all out of this world jokes and pranks, sharing the same music, even the same genre. It is almost impossible to get the same rush again, probably this is the price you pay as you grow old.
I do feel like waking up on the wrong side of the bed today, so to cheer up myself a little, I let myself reminiscing all the rush that I missed so much when walking to the university this morning. I know I'm being a tad pathetic but the background music by Alexis On Fire surprisingly helping out in the process. So I started to scrap out some of my past rush that I missed so much:
1. When I was in the Emo Fest 2000 in Artiste Club, Dataran Merdeka with my ol' posse. I think it was after the SPM examination. Anyway, it happened at the time when one of the local HC / Emo band played a cover song by Fingerprint (my favourite Emocore band from France) entitled Surrender. It was a blast, although I'm not the type of guy who storm front and hoping that the crowd will catch me if I slam myself, I can still feel the burning rush although I'm sitting quietly at the side of the hall. It was one of the best gig that I have ever been to.
2. When I was playing as Point guard for KMB College team. It was one of the best moment ever, the relationship is more than just teammates, it is like sharing the same passion for a particular hobbies but at the same time they are your 'bestest' friends (as said by Tigger). I felt the rush usually when we play together when in a tournament or even in our day-to-day training. To all my ex-team mates out there, thanks guys for all the sweet memories. Really.
3. I still remember when I was 15, my old buddies and I occasionally race against each other around our neighborhood. It is usually after midnight and after late night movie or something, but the rush is simply inexpressible. You just have to feel it yourself. I do enjoy occasional rush when I go back to Malaysia during the summer although I usually ended up with couple of speeding tickets before going back to Ireland. xD
So what kinda of rush am I talking about? Personally, I describe them as: a sudden outburst of energy, when you feel tingling sensations on your body and head, somewhat in the middle of being euphoric and the feeling of self-fulfillment. Anyway, it is not so me to reminisce so much. Sometimes I wonder, is it because I am being discontent with who I become now? I guess this is part of growing up.
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